Father Daughter love
One day I will wake
Without the constant pain
Of kind of dieing inside
When I know you’re like me
One day I will brake
I’ll quit completely insane
From all this crying inside
To know that you were always, like me
I’m so tired from this
Trying not to try
My mind learns to fly
As my thoughts are slowly sinking
Into the ocean of your insanity
All the other teenage girls
Consumed,
With heartbreak and vanity
And I know its not love.
And I accept the memories
Upon my feeling
I fear your fear
As my youth is concealing
The path to a manic-depressive stew
Boiling up inside
The thinking I face
You tend to hide
Pointing out your understandable stupidity
That I highly disapprove of
And I know its not love.
You transcend and transgress
Formal boundaries
Dropping the jury, to their knees
A place I’ve been many a times
In your company
Forgive me,
For the guilt
I have conceived upon myself
Blaming only me
For your sociopathic tendencies
Hiding themselves as wealth, and wisdom
Though it’s only seldom
Pretending everything
Is what it isn’t
Makes raw feelings
Become consistent.
As I realize that
My own presence here
Can walk the line between
Self-conscious and self-devouring,
Knowing you’ve always been just like me,
The thought is empowering
That your sensible soul
Could be so profoundly unheard of,
That you yourself would know
It wasn’t love.
Lilli Adams
